Where are all apps/Solidworks?

I joined Solidworks for makers. I use a Macbook as my regular computer. As it said that it's a browser based cad, I was very happy and I subscribed. I realized soon that it's mostly a maketing trick, and that you still need a windows machine. I installed a virtualized windows version, where I was initially able to access xDesign and a download version of solidworks. However, as it crashed just after launching, I now switched to an actual PC, with Windows 10 natively set up on it...but I can't access any more any of the apps...neither XDesign, nor the sculpt app, nor solidworks.... why??